It seems like I've received a lot of emails on the subject of "creampies"… and questions about my hubby’s “performance” as far as that goes.The answer is yes, he does. Quite a bit actually. About 10 times a month or so. Although for him, enjoying a sweet delicious creampie has been kind of an evolving thing. He really gets into it now, but that wasn’t always the case.
Scott's first experiences were situations where he would unknowingly go down on me after I had been with another man... maybe like an hour or two afterwards. At the time, he had no idea that I had just had sex with someone else. Usually it was a situation where I’d get home late from work, having told him earlier that I had to work late on some project. Normally I'd get home about 6:30pm, and so whenever I didn't get home until 11pm or thereabouts, it was usually because I’d been a bad girl.
Usually, QuickSpurt would already be in bed when I got home, sometimes sleeping, sometimes still up reading. He gets up really early, and so he usually goes to bed early. By then, of course, most of my lover’s semen would have already leaked out and soaked my panties, but the residual smell and taste of my recent sexual encounter most definitely remained. You'd think that most men would be able to tell if their wife had just been fucked… by her voice, her body language, her attitude, and certainly by being in close facial proximity with her cheating pussy. But alas, some men are a bit clueless.
When I got home, I'd get undressed, remove my contacts, wash my face and take off my make-up, and then join him in bed. Usually I'd be naked, which is how I usually sleep, but sometimes I'd put on something slinky and sexy. To me, there was just something really kinky about coming home with a “dirty pussy”, and getting into bed with my hubby. I'm sure the psychologists would tell you that part of me wanted to get caught, which now that I look back on it was probably true. I just kinda wanted things to be out in the open.
Anyway, this pretty much went on every now and then for about a year without him realizing what was going on. There were times when I thought "OH SHIT!!, he knows", but he never said anything.
I should say one thing about Scott. As far as going down on a woman, he’s truly a Master Cunnilinguist. He could probably write books about it. I guess in a way it’s his way of compensating for that quickspurting penis of his. He’s never been able to satisfy a woman with that pathetically small penis between his legs, so he makes up for it with that exceptional tongue of his.
With few exceptions, like when one of us is out of town, Scott pretty much goes down on me almost every evening when I get home from work. He usually gets home before I do. We kinda have a little routine: I kick off my heels in the foyer, he greets me in the living room with a glass of wine, I lay back on our soft chaise lounger and he quietly removes my stockings and my panties. He then proceeds to give me a wonderfully relaxing foot massage and sucks on my toes for a while. My husband has a wonderfully kinky and creative foot fetish, which I fortunately benefit from. When I’m nice and relaxed, I spread my legs for him, he lowers his face to just a few inches above my cunt, and revels in my scent. And then he gets to work licking me out and fingering me until I cum all over his face. I especially love it when he puts his two middle fingers in my ass while he’s sucking on my clit. That’s an amazing feeling!!
When I’m sexually aroused… I get really really wet. To the point where my pussy literally starts overflowing and dripping. If I’m sitting or laying down, my juices will start to soak the bed. Or if I’m standing up, my juices will start to run down my legs. Yea… I’m one of those girls! It can actually be quite embarrassing in public sometimes. Have you ever seen a woman stand up and notice a big wet spot on the back of her skirt?
Anyway, back before my hubby knew about my little adventures with other men… I loved that whole scene of getting home, getting undressed, getting into bed with him, feeling his warm body next to mine, gently guiding his head down between my legs... spreading my legs, grabbing a handful of his hair, and holding his face up against my wet creamy pussy. He would gorge and ravish my dirty whore pussy, completely unaware of why I was so wet. If he asked, or made a comment about it, as he sometimes would, I’d just sort of shrug it off and tell him it was because just thinking about him going down on me always got me really wet. That, of course, fed his little ego to distraction. To be honest, I really got off knowing my little secret. There was sometime deliciously erotic about that… me knowing, and him not.
Years later, after my sexual adventures with other men was out in the open, and my hubby knew all about it, and gradually came to accept it, and even started to kinda get off on it... there were times when I'd invite a man over, and I'd have QuickSpurt go down on me and clean up the mess between my legs almost immediately after my lover ejaculated inside me, and gave him a "fresh creampie”!
It was definitely an "acquired taste" for him. The first several times times, the powerful masculine smell and taste of another man's fresh creamy cum... and just seeing it kinda puddled inside my pussy, each one of those little sperms trying to give me a baby... and watching it ooze out in thick gobs, running down between my butt cheeks, and soaking the bed... was a bit overwhelming for him. He told me several times that it was very emasculating for him.
But at the same time, the sight of my most intimate place, after another man had “marked it” as his territory, the sight and smell of another man’s ejaculate in and all over my pussy, watching me anxiously rub my pussy and spread the cum all over my sex... also put my hubby into subspace that much quicker.
In this context, “subspace” is a metaphor for the state that a submissive's mind and body go into during a deeply involved play scene. Many types of sexual play invoke strong physical responses. The psychological aspects of it cause many submissives to mentally separate themselves from their environment as they process the experience.
It would, of course, make him realize just how little control he had over his wife's sexuality. A realization that is extremely difficult for most men to process and accept. Knowing that his wife prefers sex with big-cocked men is extremely humiliating and emasculating to a man with a small penis. It makes him feel vulnerable and sexually inadequate. Being forced to clean up the mess between his wife's legs after her sexual encounter with another man takes that humiliation to an even more intense level.
But at the same time… mentally… it takes a man to a place where he becomes solely focused on pleasing his wife, bringing her sexual pleasure in the only way he can, with his mouth and tongue. He may not like the sight and smell and taste of another man’s ejaculate… and in fact, most heterosexual men find it repulsive and disgusting. But to please his wife, a good husband will learn to endure it, and over time, he will slowly start to actually enjoy it, because in his mind, he eventually associates it with his ability to sexually satisfy his wife. If he can’t satisfy his wife with his penis, his mouth and tongue is all he has left. So he learns how to make the best of it. Until after a while, his wife doesn’t even need to ask or urge him to service here that way. He will just automatically do it because he knows how much it pleases her.
Not an easy concept for most people to grasp, I know, but that’s pretty much how it works. That’s why so many cuckold husbands eventually get to the point where they will eagerly do that… and a whole lot more… to sexually satisfy their wives.
From talking with my husband about it, I know that his absolute love and devotion, and intense desire to please me… and not lose me to another man… helped get him through those first few difficult times. Most hetrosexual men have a powerful natural aversion to semen… especially another man’s semen… and in the beginning, Scott was no different. He was rather revolted by it. His first two times, the sight and smell of another man’s ejaculate almost made him vomit. When I told him that he had already been doing it for over a year… without knowing it… and teased him that “you should have acquired a taste for men’s cum by now”, he got very quiet and looked down at the floor.
But another man’s fresh ejaculate in and on his wife’s pussy… often with my lover still there laying down next to me, watching… that was very very different. Scott would resist and hesitate at first, and try to get out of having to do it. But he knew better than to outright refuse.
Before long, with my hand gently guiding him… and sometimes grabbing him by the hair and holding his face on it, telling him that I expected him to be a good cuckold hubby… he slowly got into it... little hesitant cat licks at first. Before long… after he had pleased me that way about maybe six or seven times… he literally started feasting on it, working his tongue all up in it, putting his two middle fingers in my ass, and his thumb in my pussy (like he was holding a bowling ball!), sucking on my clit, putting his mouth over the opening to my swollen vagina and sucking out the cum, tasting it, looking up at me with another man’s cum all over his face, telling me how much he loved pleasing me that way, that he wanted to be a good husband.
I still remember the night that he finally lost all of his inhibitions regarding creampies. It was the night I described in an earlier post… on my birthday last year… when my friend Malcolm came over to spank and fuck the birthday girl! After we fucked, and Malcolm had left... I invited Scott to join me up on the bed. He had been watching quietly, silently, secretly, from the closet. Malcolm didn’t know he was there. Without my prompting, Scott got up on the bed with me, put his head between my legs, and immediately dove right into the task without any hesitation whatsoever. He was totally in subspace, and had been for quite some time already. He had quietly watched Malcolm and I fuck from his place in the closet. He had me teasingly tell Malcolm that my hubby had a really small dick, and that I preferred black cock anyway.
Scott licked me out with even more enthusiasm and eagerness than usual. I could just tell. He put his whole body into it. It was extremely erotic feeling and watching him "go after it". And then my hubby did something that told me that he had reached a deeper level of submissiveness. Without any prompting, he looked up at me, with Malcolm's cum smeared all over his face, and told me how much he loved to please me that way… how much he loved the taste of my pussy after it had been fucked by another man. When I asked him if he liked the taste of Malcolm's cum, he quickly replied "yes... I love it... I love the taste of it... I love the taste of it in you… I love to do this for you... I always want to do this for you... I want to do this for you all the time". I continued to tease him, asking him if he liked being married to a whore for black guys. He obediently hummed an “uhhh huhhhhh”. When I asked him “do you like the taste of whore pussy”, he stopped what he was doing and looked up at me and said “yes… I love the taste of whore pussy… I want you to be a whore for other men… I want you to be happy… I want to watch you fuck all those black guys… and I want to be your clean up boy afterwards… I want to lick and suck on your beautiful sweet pussy forever”.
After licking me out for a while, he then gently turned me over on my tummy, with my ass up in the air, spread my butt cheeks with his hands, and licked out every last drop of Malcolm’s ejaculate that had run down between the crack of my ass. He frantically licked out my asshole, like his life depended on it, and started fucking it with his tongue. It was amazing!!!
But as far as licking up his own cum is concerned, that's different. Even after all this time, doesn't like it. Oddly enough, he'd rather lick out another man's cum from his wife's pussy, than his own! Isn't that strange?
I've found that... and this isn't new, it's always been the case... after QuickSpurt has an orgasm, his desire for any kind of sexual activity instantly evaporates. A lot of men are like that, of course. Scott isn't any different in that regard. Before his sessions with Lady Marlene, he had a tendency to get a bit selfish after he got his little nut off. His thought his work was over. WRONG!!! Thanks in part to Marlene's extremely effective "training" of my hubby, combined with my own consistent reinforcement, that's changed.
Ever since I met Lady Marlene, who taught me so much about FemDom, I'm not the kind of girl that takes no for an answer. I may be sexually submissive to other men... but with my hubby, it's very different. As I've frequently made clear to Scott, I control his orgasm. I can permit it, I can restrict it, or I can deny it altogether. His sexual pleasure is irrelevant. Our sexual activities entirely revolve around his wife's pleasure. Over time, he's come to understand and accept that.
Things changed dramatically after October 18, 2008, the day Lady Marlene "gave him back to me", so to speak. It was like a new birthday for him. He knows that he wears the panties in our relationship now, sometimes quite literally. He knows that he's a cuckold hubby and is expected to perform his duties. With love and respect. Always. No matter what. Without question.
Not that he doesn't need a little reminder every now and then. I've found that firmly lodging a butt plug up his ass, and taking a leather strap to his bottom a few times, helps him understand the seriousness of the situation. Getting a spanking from a woman is an extremely humiliating experience for most men. And there's something about putting something up a man's ass, and stretching out his butthole, that brings out a whole new level of submissiveness in a man. Taking a man's ass with a strap-on, REALLY brings out the right attitude in a man. It makes him so loving and so docile, vulnerable, submissive, and so totally focused on wanting to please. All at once, there is love and fear, anxiousness and humiliation, vulnerability and acceptance, respect and submission in a man's eyes whenever he's taken that way. My hubby Scott is like a cute little respectful sexually satisfied puppy... a quivering puddle of jello... after he's been strapped.
For a hetrosexual man, being forcefully anally penetrated is among his greatest fears. Most men fear the strap-on dildo… not just because of the anticipated physical discomfort and pain… but even more so because on a deeply psychological level, they think that it will turn them into bitches. A lot of men also fear the implications that may arise if it turns out that they actually enjoy it. Beyond that, heterosexual men are terrified that someone might find out about it. In the prison setting, whenever a man is forcefully anally sodomized by another inmate, it's referred to as being "turned out", which is the ultimate form of submission for a man.
As one married man that she was training once told Lady Marlene... he said he was terrified of a woman's strap-on because he feared that taking a man's cock probably wasn't far behind. The man was a cuckold whose wife had brought him to Marlene for "Cuckold Finishing School" as she half-jokingly calls it. Marlene mentioned that she had earlier taught him that there was a "very thin line" between licking out a woman's cunt after another man had fucked it, and taking a man's cock in his mouth and servicing it to completion. It was her opinion that any man who had been trained to perform the former could eventually be trained to perform the latter.
Earlier in his training, Marlene had gradually led the man over that line and turned him into "a submissive little cocksucker", as she called him. She described it as a "natural progression" that further revealed and deepened his submissivenss. As Marlene explained, the point wasn't so much to train the man to suck cock, or for him to develop that particular skill, it was rather the "intensive mind game" of "breaking his masculine will" and "eliminating artificial boundaries" to the point where as a pure act of love, respect, and submission, arising out of his intense natural desire to please his wife, he would… even as a heterosexual man… take another man's cock in his mouth and service it just because he was told to do it.
The man Marlene described expressed his apprehension that if he submitted to her strap-on dildo, he feared that the slippery slope would eventually lead to him taking a real man’s cock. He was terrified, he said, of being turned into a bitch like that, and feared that his wife wouldn't want him anymore. Marlene told me that she patiently explained to him that while she could not guarantee that that kind of progression wouldn’t occur, she reassured him that if it did occur, it would only be because such a progression was a natural result of his love and respect and devotion for his wife. When the man’s resistance persisted, Marlene cleverly turned the question around on him and asked the gentleman "do you love and respect your wife enough to want to fully experience everything that brings her sexual pleasure, so that you can achieve a deeper level of emotional commitment to her and your marriage?". Still, he resisted. She then patiently explained that for him to be able to fully understand and appreciate his wife, and be deemed worthy of being her husband, he needed to lovingly and without question fulfull all of her physical and emotional needs. That in order to be good husband, it was important that he personally experience, both physically and on a psychological level, what it was like for a woman to "feel the power of a man's cock" and to be "dominated that way". "You need to feel what that's like", she explained. "You need to experience that in order to better understand and respect your wife and her needs".
This kind of back and forth went on between them over several sessions. Marlene said that while the gentleman in question hesitated and resisted at first, he eventually submitted to her strap-on. By doing so, he reached yet a deeper level of submission to female authority. She started out slowly… respecting the fact that his ass was still cherry. She first introduced him to the smallest dildo she had. When he was able to take her “Peach Jelly Slim Jim” easily and without any discomfort, she replaced it with an larger, and then an even larger dildo. She said she really enjoyed training his ass like that, and was surprised at how responsive he was.
From there, Marlene said it was just a matter of time before the man was sucking cock and taking it up the ass from a young cocksman in her stable named Carl. After a particularly intense session with Carl, where the man got the butt-fucking of his life, he implored Marlene to "please don't tell my wife about this". To which Marlene firmly responded "your wife already knows about it... she approves of every aspect of your training... she understands the purpose of it... she has from the very beginning". To help alleviate his fears and concerns, she explained that she was confident that he was going to be a better, more loving, passionate, and respectful husband to his wife as a result of his cuckold training, and that his wife would love him for it.
That man, of course, was my husband Scott. Lady Marlene trained him well.
As a result, despite my husband's prior hesitation and misgivings about licking out his own stuff, he knows that unless he thoroughly services and cleans out my cunt on the rare occasions when he is permitted to put his little penis inside me without a condom, he will be denied that pleasure in the future.
He got a little reminder of that late last year. From the middle of November until February 14th of this year, Scott went without any pussy whatsoever while other men actively and regularly enjoyed his wife's pussy, often in front of him, and left gobs and gobs of their thick creamy ball juice for him to clean up... and was denied the ability to himself cum during that period. In fact, for most of that time, his penis was “locked up”. This all definitely had an effect on him!
Since then, Scott hasn't hesitated or resisted licking out his own stuff. He doesn't enjoy it, but he does what he's told.
